Monday, June 16, 2008
i have officially spent my first monday away from the army for a long while. on leave. really on leave. wasn't too good a feeling. haha.surprised? those who know me better probably aren't.
just feel like i've lost meaning in life again. haha. no more tasks assigned to me. no more people depending on me. no more deadlines to meet. no more feeling satisfied finishing early enough to enjoy a game of table tennis. no more calling back the office to ask if supper was needed. no more collecting orders to da bao. no more planning last parade pep talks. no more.
cpt ong was right. i plant my roots very fast and very deep. haha. hard to uproot and move on. oh well.
felt like that when the bty was busy while i was on course and now again. heh heh. what's new man? haha.
anyway, brought my bcp out to dinner last week. haha. save frederick who couldnt make it. haha. had a good time with them. hope they did. haha. daquan looked a little disturbed though.
dauqan: the spontaneous and most hardworking. always keeps us guessing what he will do next. isn't as depressing as he claims to be.
alfred: the most efficient. the smartest too i reckon. always sacrifices and sleeps in the front. he's going to make it big someday.
francis: the "elder" of my team. never runs out of things to say, jokes to crack or faces to pull and make. haha.
me: what can i say? they think they depend on me during ops. little do they realise how very much i depend on them.anyway, i'll be heading down to nie to register tmr. haha. and then head back to 21 to give my final presentation on learning points on FD to my understudies. haha. i'm unwilling to give such a talk because it really marks the end for me and i dun want it to end. i really dun.
{10:05 PM}
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