Sunday, February 24, 2008
did not realise i did not update my blog last week. if i recall, i was rushing out to meet kah kiat before booking in. had a 2 day 1 night exercise the next day so had to stock up on rations. haha.
it's time i started counting down to fatep. local one in 23 days time. not very prepared. well at least i think i can handle any mission sent down to me. but my guys are not up there yet. if they declare gpo down in this current state, my entire bcp will fall. really. sigh.
to lead to excel to overcome. i think excel in my work within the bcp. but how to i inspire others. how do i motivate my crew. to make them see that redcon 1 is something worth fighting for. i dunno. i really dont. how do i lead them? how do i overcome the problem?
anyway after fatep 1, i'll be leaving 21sa behind for safti mi for 5 weeks. very long course awaits me. hope my understudy comes quick then i can coach him to train my bcp. haha. what qihui sed was true, even though it was a joke. i am very possessive haha. my bcp is mine. i sure as hell wun let anyone else upset the inner workings of it. haha.
haha conducted range last week and i realise that the toughest part of being the conducting officer is the pre-range works. haha. by the time you reach the day of the range (which sadly happened to be V-day), everything's set in motion. haha.
currently saving up for a trip in june. dun noe who's going. or where. or if the trip doesnt materialise, then at least i have money for a sony vaio laptop. haha. guys and electronics. haha inseparable. haha.
short week for me. safety duties for the first half and then NE course. possibly DOO this sat, my last. haha. u know, the fact that army is coming to an end is starting to sadden me. haha. honest and true to my heart. haha. i write more when i ord but i think i'll really be emo then. i've had a wealth of experience during ns and i wunt trade the experience for anything. haha. really. now come on. what will it take for you to believe me? haha. really. haha. ciao!
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