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Saturday, February 17, 2007

haha. i think i am finally begining to understand myself more. haha.

i realised on friday why i was so dependent on other perople. it's because i grew up being surrounded by lots of friends. when i think back to my childhood, i hung around groups of people throughout every stage of my education. i always did stuff with people. i ate with friends, played with friends, worked with friends, took the bus home with friends, slacked the day away in taka with friends. never once did i need to do anything by myself.

haha so now, when people get busy and i'm left on my own, it's natural i feel uncomfortable. haha.

but is being reliant really such a bad thing? haha.

i'm begining to think that this "flaw" might actually be a good thing. haha. nowadays, whenever i'm down, i just send an sms to a friend, or msn another. and immediately i get a reply, and life's good again! haha. so now, i think i'll embrace this fact. i might be too dependent on company, but i also have the best pool of friends one can have to satisfy this dependence! haha.

how that thought came into my mind? haha. well i was taking a rest before conducting tutorials on friday and was trying to catch some sleep while listening to the soundtrack from spirited away. and somehow, whenever i heard certain instruments playing, face of people from band started to appear in my mind, and i realised not only how much i missed alot of my friends, but also why i miss them so much! haha.

when you stick by each other, in frigid temperatures, hour after hour, grinding and polishing, trying together to make something happen, and invisible bond forms i guess. haha.

oh look at the time! haha gotta go for reunion dinner! haha. happy lunar new year to all!

{6:35 PM}

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