Tuesday, January 09, 2007
i hate being sick because it isolates you. you're stuck at home. in the bed. and when you cant seem to get to sleep, all you have for company is the sound of the fan tilted at an angle parallel to you so that it doesnt direct blow at you and cause pneumonia.
but of course it helps to have a sister who is sick as well. haha.
spent my day looking at different menu's for chinese new year reunion dinner. haha. decided i shall split the cost with my mum this year. so we should go somewhere nic-ER. haha.
i've taken this period of illness to try and see if i can fill my life up with as many people as possible. to see if i can jump start the waning badminton clique. to see if i can organise regular luncheons with my pals. i've been so caught up with trying to fill my life with their presences that i realise that after so long, i'm still so heavily dependent on them. haha. i guess i was a little frightened that the scenario of the past year might just play itself out again. wake up. go for classes. come home. log on. go to sleep. kind of a sad life. no purpose no meaning nobody. if i had to lead a life like that again, i'd much rather not live.
a frend of mine (name withheld to protect his identity haha) gave a summary of his girl problems recently. basically, the idea is this. if you like the girl and she likes you too, but she has a temper of a pregnant cat and treats you like grime on the pavement, then there is NO hope. period. that was his analysis. haha. i agree totally but my only question would be why anyone would want to make friends with a girl like that in the first place. haha.
anyway. i should be getting some work done. i feel i should pop by school to at least see tkm today. and maybe ask lang when he wants to play badminton. haha.
it's the australian open next fortnight. but with lindsay pregnant, justine out because of "personal reasons", and henman out due to injury, that leaves johansson, who's not playing like an aust open champion anymore, nalbandian who lost in the first round last week, and dementieva, who has yet to fix her serve. haha. woe is me! woe is me!
maybe i should be heading up to malaysia to watch badminton. haha. nah!
alrighty. have a good day everyone!
{9:21 AM}
0 Comments:
Post a Comment