life's always a contradiction. i want to exams to be over asap, but yet i dun feel prepared enough to welcome it with open arms. i've been working harder than the sum of the past 4 years together, but somehow i think this will be my worst sem ever. perhaps i'm just not cut out for it.

haha. sometimes when i sit in the lab doing my work. i wonder how in the past i could have been so carefree about exams when i knew close to nothing. somehow i guess i always had the faith in myself that i could pull through. somehow. but now, i cant seem to find it anymore.

anyway, someone once told me it's not that we are incapable of achieving what we dream of, but rather, we're to afraid to even take the first step. initiation. that's always the problem. this mental inertia is what stops us from doing the things we know we want to do. of course, to any bystander, this seems riddiculously stupid. but i'm willing to bet my last penny, that there is something right now that you know you probably want to do but are just to afraid to try it. and with that attitude, dreams will remain what they are... dreams.

haha my mum was mentioning... again... that she is considering selling the house. part of me thinks i shldt interfere. but part of me doesnt want this sale to go thru. well at least until i get an apartment of my own. but for that to happen, i need to earn $$. and when will that actually happen? 1.5 years from now. what a long wait. haha my mum was joking abt the fact that if i move out, my sis will probably follow me and i'll have to deal with her mess! (yes if you think i'm messy enough, wait till u see her!!) hahaha.

anyway here's an "inspirational pic". the will to win! neither blood, sweat nor pain will stand in my way.

han ki hoon 한기훈

oh no. i just read thru and realise that i'm not making much sense. clear indicator of how much herstein and hungerford i'm been doing. sigh. time for meji milk to put me to sleep (i just realised how nice it feels to drink milk before sleeping yes after brushing teeth.) i dun like the taste in my mouth after brushing.

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The officials never stop the game and ask that guy to wipe off the blood ah? I know badminton isn't a contact sport but still. =x

don't be grumpy!

*slaps*

wooby

By  Anonymous, at 11:43 PM  

haha apparently it was quite drama. he had off court treatment. played halfway. felt that the bandage was impeeding him. so he ripped it off and continued. he stopped after every point to wipe blood. haha. i admire him. SO MOTIVATED!! and only 18!!

By  20 sec interval... fire!!, at 11:51 PM  

aiyah no lah. he ripped it off so that he HAD to wipe off the blood every point. This means MORE TIME TO REST!

wooby san

By  Anonymous, at 12:40 AM  

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