Friday, October 06, 2006
grad alg test was terrible. not because it was tough. but because it was simple and yet i coulnt do it. sigh. people who know me well enough will know how utterly bitter i am about it when i say that this is an occasion for me to get a tub of haagen dazs strawberry. it's been a long time since i've had one or needed one for that matter. now. i NEED one.
and if it wasnt bad enough that i sounded so utterly brainless talking about the test questions later on, as fate would have it, i arrived at the bus stop to catch 151 home only to hear an "uncle"s handphone ring to a mp3 recording of daniel powter's "bad day". It was as if destiny was mocking me right in my face.
ah well. nicholas doesnt dwell too much about screwing up tests or exams. i'm not really that concerned about doing badly for this test. afterall that what is is. just a test. i'm just ashamed and embaressed by my seemingly boundless stupidity. i dont know how i'm going to face berrick the next time i see him, but well that day will come soon and i'll get by it as i always do anyway.
korean class awaits me and i should be revising my vocabulary instead of thinking about how i could have written something even a year 1 math undergrad would laugh at. haha.
i guess this really seals the box for me. i know now for sure what i can and possibly will achieve in future and what i cannot and will not. math is definitely not one of them. luckily for me, i still have boundless oppourtunities waiting for me to grab hold of.
havent managed to organise an outing to celebrate hanmao's brithday yet. it's hard with everyone doing different things now. but i hope we meet up soon. haha. yongqiang also has yet to get back to me as to when we can go shop around for ting's present. and that also reminds me that i have yet to get roon's present too. sigh so many things to do so little time.
i cant wait for the end of the year to some. hope to be able to go bali or something. i just want to spend a few days lazing around, enjoying the beach, maybe a swim or two etc. i think at the end of this sem i would have earned it.
in the meantime, i have an assignment due and a test on monday. so time to stop blogging and start working. have a good weekend y'all.
{4:56 PM}
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