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Friday, June 16, 2006

a warning to all. taking care of your elderly folk in the latter stages of life can be and probably will be a very mentally challenging thing. i think they should organise seimnars on how to properly care of them. how to mentally prepare yourself. and how to deal with the stresses involved.

everyday when i get back from visiting the hospital, i feel so drained. i cant think at all when i get back. i just feel like lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling. i've been getting very edgy recently, and have been getting pissed with alot of my relatives. some dont know how to behave and some just dont know how to self-censor. or maybe i'm just being a bit too critical. you cant blame me right?

i need a break. soon. but i'm supposed to be having a break arent i? well at least there's that math department lunch on saturday which i can look forward to now.

the good thing about troubling times, is that it lets you reorganise your contacts. it's very interesting who you would think of droping an sms to when you're feeling down. or giving a ring to when you need a listening ear.

i cant think of how to continue this entry. i guess i'll have to leave it at that. you know i've always envisioned living in an appartment shared with friends. by and by as the days pass, i can imagine myself somewhere in the wilderness of some scandinavian country alone with 8 huskies. happiness doesnt remain a static goal. so how would we know now, what would make us happy tomorrow?

{12:17 AM}

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