Thursday, February 09, 2006
haha... finally able to not wake up at 7 or at 5 (when i have jap vocab quiz that day)... thursday is the only day i dun haf classes at 8... hahah... so its a luxury to wake up now... at 1030h... hahaha... got jap lecture and combinatorics seminar later... haha actually i think thursday is the most fun day... except maybe today... haha supposed to finish up my stuff and go see tkm... its a self made deadline... cos i feel bad for not having done anything thepast week... haha sometimes i regret taking jap.. not cos i dun like learning it... but because i'm not that great in languages and hence have to spend more time studying them when i could have taken a math module and have more time to do my own thing... like my thesis for example...hmmm sometimes in life... its all about how much u desire something... how much ur willing to wrok towards achieving that goal... how much u r willing to sacrifice... haha i realise that i havent reached a point where i want something badly enuff to work hard at it... haha i've been a slacker all my life... i never study... i never do my homeowrk... i'm like a teacher's worst nitemare... ok fine... maybe with the exception of gp... (i think i was over enthusiastic in class) hahaha... but yeah... i never really mugged for anything at all... i procrastinate... and i resort to last minute cramming... and so far i've been lucky to be able to keep my head above water... hahaha... i've not achieved excellant results in anything i do... but somehow... even though consciously i would like to differ... i find that i'm happee with my life... haha everything happens for a reason i guess... all the worries about 2nd uppers all the envy of pple who get first... really is just a temporal thing... haha when its all done... i may not be able to say that i have done my best... and i may not be able to say that i've tried... haha but i'll still be happee... because of all the tiny little things in life... having goals is good... achieving them is even better... but being unhappee cos u did not... is really something not worthwhile... the best scenario would be to be able to handle both... haha but i'm not destined for greatness... haha but i am destined to be happee... hahaha...
{10:30 AM}
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I'm not great in languages either. Sigh look what I'm majoring in.
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